December 8, 2007

Ugh... I dunno what i'm thinking.

Ever had those feelings where you are just doing something but you have no idea why? Thats me right now. My friends have noticed me acting differently, and so have I. I seem to be "burning" ppl with random things and using cheapshots at anything that i can find. Why is this something that i have to go through.

Nowadays, in college, its hard to trust people and have someone to talk to about way i'm feeling considering that these ppl have only known you for 14 weeks/1 semester. Its really pathetic. My friends and I get along, we can talk about things but its hard to at times because they are very busy individuals as well. I'm also trying to keep these problems to myself as i don't want others to think of me as complaining. That is why i'm using this blog to vent my frustrations.

Well hopefully i can figure this out on my own, and this winter break will help me. Because i know being home for thanksgiving helped me a lot. I hope i can get settled down a bit more and i should be fine for my finals week.

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